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2007-09-02T23:50:00.000-07:00

LET ME LIGHT UP THE SKY
yellowcard

You're making a choice to live like this
In all of the noise I am silence
We already know how it ends tonight
You run in the dark through a firefight
I would explode just to save your life
I would explode

Let me light up the sky
Light it up for you
Let me tell you why
I would die for you
Let me light up the sky

I can't find a wall to pin this to
They're all coming down since I found you
I just wanna be where you are tonight
I'll run in the dark looking for some light
And how will we know if we just don't try
We won't ever know

Let me light up the sky
Light it up for you
Let me tell you why
I would die for you

Let me light up the sky
Light it up for you
Let me make this mine
I'll ignite for you

Let me light up the sky
Just for you tonight
Let me help you fly
'Cause you won't have time
To cover your eyes and get your disguise
They won't ask you why, they'll just watch you die

And it's still so hard to be who you are
So you play this part, and the show goes on
That you come this far with a broken heart
Yeah, you come this far and you're broken...

Let me light up the sky
Light it up for you
Let me tell you why
I would die for you

Let me light up the sky
Light it up for you
Let me make this mine
I'll ignite for you, I'll ignite for you

Let me light up the sky
Light it up for you
Let me tell you why
I would die for you

And it's still so hard to be who you are
But you come this far with a broken heart
And it's still so hard to be who you are
But you come this far and you're broken
Light up the sky
Let me light up the sky

dearest:
i know you're feeling really sad right now cos of what just happened.
i dunn really know how to say this, but i'll try my best okay?

anyways, dunn be too sad over her.
i know you were really close and all
for 6 months
you talked to her everyday on the phone
and you were so close to her
but that suddenly stops

darling, its gonna be really hard to get over this
you're sitting by the phone hoping that she'll call
you're trying your best not to start crying
cos you know if you do you'll never stop

when you look at your phone you're thinking of her
you just want her back and never stop loving her
right now, you wann to hold her in your arms again and never ket go

maybe, you're thinking that this is all an impossible situation
but who knows?
leave this to God.
and it'll all become alright

and...
she'll come back to you; she will
one day you'll get to hold her in your arms again and tell her just how much you love her
although it sounds very far-fetched
but seriously, one day you will
one day you will hon.
just keep on hanging onto that little shred of hope

maybe, one day?

she WILL come back to you.

wait and see...

and perhaps, who knows?

maybe this is all some very long dream you havent woken up from
maybe its all a delusion
but never stop believing
in her
and in yourself

above all, i believe in you too and so does God

he's always there for you and he's the one that will never let you down

isaiah 40:31--

this post is dedicated to _ _ _ _ _ _, my wonderful _ _ _ _ _ _
dont be sad anymore
its killing me to see you like this

2007-08-13T23:57:00.000-07:00

replies to tags:

ani:
haha, LOL.
HEY!
haha. and yepp im the one that added you on friendster(:

monica:
hello monica!
haha, GOODLUCKFORPRELIMS!
me and faye are in the group that's doing yours and tracy's class
:DD
for the sec4s encouragement thingy.
and yeahh.
the old lady was damn scary DD:

fy&jias:
HELLO DEARS!
haha.
okay, so many ssssssssssss.
LOL.
and we like followed her cos she was making a damn BIG fuss.
pfft :C

jia:
haha.
i think you're jiamin righttttttt :S
sorryy xDD
cos there are TWO jias.
hahah

megan:
haha, actually now you think of it, its quite retarded.
we SHOULDNT have followed her off
but...
AIYAHH SHE DAMN FREAKY.
hehh.
whats your new blog?

char/LAOGONG:
EHH HELLO MY LAOGONG!
haha.
yepp, its real unfortunately :C
sad right?
haha.
i dunn wann to go for _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _!
sighh.

maddie:
HAHA HEYYYYYY MADDIE TOO!

faye:
heylo chik.
haha. and yepp you can call her/him eloping dad all you wann xDD
but i think its more of a business TRIP.
hehh xDD

withLOVEfromGAIL<3

2007-08-02T02:44:00.000-07:00

today's jewel's birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEW!

haha. and today's also the day my sis got conned (sp?) :C

bleh.

cos we were on the train today going home

with one of her friends charlene

then they were playing or sth. im not sure

trying to take pics of each other -.-lll

and my sis accidentely stepped on an old lady's toe

not that hard till it could get hurt or broken;

then my sis kept on apologising.

like i think she apologised about 10 times?

but what the old lady said was that it was damn injured, sorry was no use

or sth. it wasnt even swollen

and she made a freaking big fuss over nothing

she (the old lady) wanted us to pay her money, but she didnt say it in so many words

it was more like, look, im damn injured now

i need to go and get my foot checked, later my toe causes my foot to "die"

although no injury of the sort could be seen

and i have no money to see a doctor, blahblahblah

then obviously by now everyone was like staring

one lady was like making faces at the old lady and winking at us =D

so the old lady bugged us till she had to get off the train

she was like you better get off with me

and then we were like okay, so we followed her off the train

alot of people were like telling us not to go with her larr

like one man said that aiyah never mind, she's not hurt, dont go with her

another lady looked at the old lady and rolled her eyes

then there were like 2 ac guys mouthing NO DONT GO and shaking their heads

but we went. and surprisingly, she could walk oh-so-properly OFF THE TRAIN

damnit.

once we were off the train, she demanded us to follow her to see a DOCTOR

or pay her money so she could do it herself

she was so insistent

so my sis paid her 10 bucks -.-

and she left walking quickly without any sign of a limp, wtfh

NEVER TRUST OLD LADIES

they act so old and fragile, but actually

THEY'RE NOT.

rawrrrrrrrrrrrrh.

2007-07-23T23:59:00.000-07:00

REPLIES TO TAGS :

tiffany: helloooooooooo too!
haha. yepp i know(:
yay my tagboard. lol

charr: heyhey hon(:
really mehh?
not alotalot what. haha
anyways, GO FOR HIMMMM!
he's HAWTT. lol. seriously :D
yay my laogong<3

tracy: haha. okay i linked you(:
or i mean, i will xDD
eh your blog's damn cute luhh.

jiaaa: heylo JIAAAA.
haha

2007-07-23T23:45:00.000-07:00

haha. im FINALLY blogging again
lols.
im in the school library now msn-ing charr (LOVELOVELOVE!)
HAHA. that makes me sound like im les =D
actually...
im...
NOT.
haha. but i am married to her(:
yay. with a grand total of 5 or 6 kids i think :s
not too sure. hehh xDD
okay im bored.
waiting for handbells to start nowwwwwwwwww :P
it starts in about 50mins time.
sighh.
its founder's day tmrw :D
yay?
haha.
was supposed to go for cip.
some gardening at alexandria hospital thingy...
but i have handbells.
so cant go.
then i just found out from claudi that 2s, the class i was supposed to go wif
has already gone
like, finished their cip hours.
so i dont know.
but yay. maybe i dont need to do lorh.
i think thats not possible?
ahwells(:

withLOVEfromGAIL<3

2007-07-03T00:10:00.000-07:00

ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
walao. my hair looks and resembles crap.
omg.
then i cant spike it to school somemore.
so thats the bad thing.
cos i dunn think my school allows SPIKED hair.
sighh

2007-05-31T07:00:00.000-07:00

me, kohKOH

claudi, me, fy

2007-05-25T05:28:00.000-07:00

ohmygosh. i am officially back from CAMP.

WHOOT.

camp was so FUN i would have died had i stayed another day man.

pffffffffftttttt.

the activities? i give them 8/10

we had water activities. that involved walking over ropes and alot more stuff.

the first water activity we had involved walking over a wobbly log. i took 2 steps onto the WONDERFUL log. then megan screamed "gail! fall in!" and so i did xDD hahahahahah.

trekked ALOTalot.

once to a waterfall and another time it was just water trekking.

there were leeches okay. i was OH-SO-FREAKED.

me, aud, claudi and kohKOH were damn scared. we walked carrying offSPRAY. the insect repellent?

on the trek to the waterfall a leech crawled onto my shoe. leeches walk like, by flipping themselves over. and this one was no different. i saw it. and i screamed yelled like hell and screamed somemore. then i remembered the offSPRAY hehheh xDD. so i used the offSPRAY and the leech fell off. THANK GOD :D:D

I DIDNT GET ANY LEECH BITES. YAYE WOOT!!!!

the facilities? i give them 2/10.

it was like, YUCKKKKKK! gahhhh.

we slept on cement slabs and the toilets were like ceramic holes in the ground. sheesh -.-lll

it was a kampong in malaysia.

the water was non-potable and milky-coloured :C

the trainers? they get 9/10.

they were damn funny and like, hyper man.

our group trainer is called din (theBIN?) lols. he was fun and mad luhh. hahah

we were groupSIX called the chubBIES.

hehheh xDD

so now. back to wonderful CIVILISATION. i love singapore. hahaha

so.

hais. my mom and sis left for cheena today. beijing and shenzhen? beijing first i think. then flyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy to shenzhen. for one week. rawr :P so now im like sorta alone at home.

didnt go to school today either :D:D have like, food poisoning (really!) lols. missed the heritage tour and the presentation of antLIONS. hehheh xDD but not on purpose. duhh! hahas. so megan , janell and rachelle had to present by themselves. IM SO SORRY DARLINGS!

anyways. replies to tags:

anon-you're such a nice kid mann. did anybody ever tell you that? okay. i shall be the first one to. who are you anyways? come on. have the guts to say it.

megan-haha hihi! thanks too dear

shi-hey shiiiiiiiiii. lols

charmaine-heyhey char! long time no see you in church. whats your blog? you know i think rah's coming to wesley? like either the 3rd week or the 4th week. if she can lol :D:D

kenneth-heylo deariie. haha i dunn get whats going on either(:

<3fromGAIL

2007-05-18T07:08:00.000-07:00

i never knew someone could hurt this badly.

it really sucks to hurt so so bad.

and i know you're just pretending for the sake of pretending.

sometimes i pretend too. you'll never know this.

but its all a masquerade, an empty facade;

like its hidden under so many layers of faked expressions.

i just wanna sit down somewhere and cry my heart out.

but i cant.

how long more will i have to pretend for?

at this point of time, besides God, you're the only person that can save me.

you're the only person with the power to save me.

to stop me hurting so so bad.

but.

but.

BUT.

will you do it?

i think not.

and thats the truth and i have to accept it.

let me go, just let me go

**sob**

please. stop haunting me.

please...

**more sobs**

heartsick.

2007-05-02T17:38:00.000-07:00

haha. i havent blogged in sooooooooooo long man. feels weird blogging. lol

im in the comm lab at school now.

MEGAN :D : HELLLOOOOOOO, GAILS BLOG IS LIKE SOO DEAD ALREADY. HAHAHAHA. DEAD DEAD. SHE ONLY UPDATES WHEN WE COME TO THE COM LAB.

MEGAN ROCKS YOUR SOCKS!! :D

hahahaha. zommggggg. elegant chocolate cheesecake delight!! niceeeeeee.

haha so random. gail, stop looking here and go do the writeup!

anyways.

one day i fell asleep and i never woke up.

anyway.

HAHA, i love that video. wheeeeheeeee.

cheeeesecake!! i wanna eat. rawr.

gails blog is deaddddd. but im reviving it for her.

HAHA. MRS LIM got locked out of the computer lab. heeee.

i <3 cake.

cakecakecake.

IT ROCKS.

whooooooo. fattteenningggg.

haha gail needs to put on weight.

zomg. today, gail started screaming her scream in the staircase.

WHICH ECHOS.

then a teacher walked by, and she scolded her!! tsk, gail! better go tell _________.

yayyyyee we're in the same group for adventure camp! whoooots..

with jan and claudy too :D

hahaha funfun.

LEEEECHEEES..

WHOOOO I CANT WAIT MAN!

just 3 MORE WEEKS.

no wait, 2 more.

HAHA FUNFUNFUN!!!

okay i think this post is long enough :D

tralalalala.

MEGAN ROCKS :D

haha okay. this is gail again lol.

megan stole my post. bleahh. and made me go and do the cheesecake WRITEup. rawrr.

you suck megan. haha

nope. im kidding

okays. i am so dead already? todayy. i screamed in the staircase. like what megan said above LAWL.

coz she told me that we were in the same group for camp. hehheh xDD

yupps. then i screamed. AND A TEACHER APPEARED. out of nowhere okay. that isnt fair

its not fair APPEARING out of nowhere -.-lll

boo.

so now im in alot of shit.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

i officially die at recess. its 8.51 now. recess is at 10.20 where i have to go and *ahem* "confess my sins".

to ANOTHER teacher. ohmygosh

i SO love myself. NOT

camp is in 2 weeks i think. in malaysia. wowness. that is so the fun yeppp.

for...err...4 days?

no handphone somemore lehh. coz there isnt any reception?!?!

that makes it sound as though its situated in the middle of nowhere. haha. perhaps it is :/

ohkayyy. i'll miss you

withLOVEfromGAIL<3 andMEGAN :D:D

2007-04-07T06:20:00.000-07:00

how to save a life-the Fray

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it’s just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you’ve told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you and

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you’ve followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he’ll say he’s just not the same
And you’ll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life
How to save a life

<3 from gail(:

2007-03-13T18:53:00.000-07:00

its the middle of the holidays. tell me my blog is dead.

haha. gonna go out later yay. lol. so happy

i have like tons of homework man. why do i get the feeling that sometimes, or MOST OF THE TIME, the teachers dunn care about the amount of homework that we get and all and how we finish it. even if we do cheat. maybe they're just happy that we get the tons and tons of homework finished in a zillion and one ways. AS LONG AS IT IS FINISHED. whywhywhy

smack that by akon rocks man<3<3 im so totally addicted to it :D:D

and ________. a different one this time. im really disappointed in you okay? you just have to know that. and perhaps wonder at it all. i really dunn understand why u're asking me all these things. and what does it have to do with our "friendship" anyways? fill me in man. just fill me in. okay, maybe im stupid or something larr. but i just dunn get your reasoning. like, do you EVEN give a damn or are you just saying it to make me feel like shit? okay. if it makes you happy. i feel like shit over it. i dunn know what i should do. i really dunn know...

anyways. on to something happier then

ITS THE MIDDLE OF THE HOLIDAYS!

lol.

<3 gail :D

2007-02-26T18:45:00.000-08:00

havent posted in so long.

in the comm lab now doing pw. ahahah.

JEWEL YAP MIN!!! I AM SO NOT A TWIT.

haha. and yeah i guess im paranoid about _______ but haha i dunn know. aiyah dunn care____ anymore larr. pfft. but then again i have my reasons to be paranoid yeahhs? LOTS AND LOTS OF THEM.

so.

my blog is like, dead or what? hahaha. ITS DEAD!

WHOOTS.

this is so depressing luhh. refering to the paranoid-ness tho.

grrah. lols. but i guess im a ______

MEGAN: HELLOOOOO WORLD!HAHA MEGAN THE GREAT IS HERE TO TYPE ON GAILS BLOGG.AND I NEED TO TELL GAIL SOMETHING.
STOP BEING SO FREAKING PARANOID MANNN!!SHEEEEEEEEEEESH.
CATERPILLARS SUCK.
THEY SPREAD DISEASES.
KILL CATERPILLARS!!!!
MUAHAHAHAHAHHAA.
YAYYYYYYY.
WUZUN ROCKS MY SOCKS!!
HES SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOTTTT!!AHHHHH.
*FAINTS*
HAHAHAHA.
OKAY BYEBYE GAILLL.

and no megan. wuzun is GAY. G.A.Y.

but i juz dunn know about the paranoid-ness larr. i know caterpillars suck but...

JEWEL: HELLO TWIT.
LUH-LADY.
wheeeeeeee.
i prefer to call the caterpillar a bee.
add a tch at the end and its beeeeeeeeeeetch.
wheee. hahahaha. aiyaaa dont be so paranoid about that thing lah. ahahaha. its okay! JEWEL ROCKS MORE THAN MEGANNNN. i dunno abt wuzun, no comments. HAHAHA. TAGME&MEGAN AT. http://xanga.com/lime_slipp (me) http://xanga.com/disco_monkeyy
YAYYYY! :D:D okay BYE GAILLLLLLL BE UN-TWITTED MAN. geeeeeeeeez.

haha. again im not a twit. lol

<3

2007-02-13T16:17:00.000-08:00

i havent posted in what seems forever.

like my last post was about 2 weeks ago? im not sure.

and today's valentine's day. HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY<3

im in school now like practically stoning in the comm lab. sitting wif jewel. i think we're supposed to be doing some assignment BUT i can't download it [its a ppt] and neither can jewel so... hahas

later's life science. like the EXAM? im not even sure about protein synthesis. and transcription. AND translation. what on earth's tRNA? im so deadd already larr. all i can remember is the mRNA being able to get through the stinking nuclear membrane coz its shorter in length? lols.

there's chinese too today. crap la

and so. perhaps it all boils down to my stupidity after all.

MUACCKS from gail(:

2007-01-25T05:16:00.000-08:00

today was quite FUN! haha. we had phy in the morning and next was chinese. i was super scared lao shi would remember to switch my place, so i was like an ANGEL in the whole of the lesson. thats so totally unbelievable, right? gail=angel, that totally DOES NOT GO. haha. but wells, i didnt talk and all and so hopefully she forgot. WHICH SO TOTALLY ROCKS. haha

next came geog. haha, we were talking about population pyramids and the birth and death rates. i dunn know how it suddenly changed, but the geog lesson became a sex lesson. like wth? lols. but it was super retarded and all of us were falling about laughing our shorts off. haha(:

ahwells. i have handbells tmrw again. and im really freaked that i get a scolding... and the parent teacher thing is at 7 in the evening. sighs. that means that i totally dunn get to go home at all until after the meeting? coz my mom wanns me to stay as well. lols, i'll juz go and talk to faye or someth. and handphones arent allowed in the audi, so cant sms. LOLS :DD

i finally finished the the tea story thingy for english. i couldnt find anything on indonesia, and when i sent it to jewel to print out, I FORGOT TO ATTACH. how lame is that? AHAHAHAHA!!!

<3

2007-01-19T04:52:00.000-08:00

MY BLOGGIE IS REVIVED!!
ehhs, like finally. i tried hacking into my account. and IT WORKED. so im offcially back i guess. LOLS. haha, this rocks man. and thanks for tagging everyone. ESP chicken little. HAHAHA.

and give me all your linkks again okay?

<33.

2006-09-19T21:16:00.000-07:00

just some love quiz? fy tagged me(:

01) single, taken or crushing?
single(:
02) are you happy with your life now?
i suppose...but not realli. NOT IN THAT WAY tho.
03)when you meet the right person,do you fall in love with him fast?
i dunn noe, but i havent met the right person YET. haha
04)have you ever had your heart broken?
yeahh.
05)do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
NOPE.
06)would you take someone back if he cheats on you?
it realli depends larhh...
07)have you talk about marriage with another before?
erm...we were JUST CHATTING?
08)do you want children?
should be...
09)how many?
one?two?
10)would you consider adoption?
CONSIDER? maybe...
11)if someone liked you right now,what do you think is the best way to let you know his feelings?
he could start by telling me. HAHAHA
12)do you enjoy getting into relationships?
haven't been in one so...
13)be honest,what is the furthest you and your ex did?
nothing?
14)do you believe in love at first sight?
perhaps...but its a bit...
15)are you romantic?
i suppose? maybe? haha
16)do you believe you can change someone?
i cant.
17)if you could married somewhere,where would it be?
i dunn noe
18)do you easily give in when you are fighting?
i think so. haha
19)do you have feelings for someone right now?
yeah. the question didnt say WHAT KIND OF FEELINGS tho
20)have you ever wished that you could have had someone but you messed it up?
nopes(: HAHAH
21)have you ever broken a heart?
ehhs...i dunn think so
22)if one day your best friend falls in love with the guy you are deeply in love with, what would you do?
i also dunn noe lehh
23)are you missing someone now?
YEAH.

Now you have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs.Write down their names in the list below.Tag them in their blog to let them know.*
sarah(:
laura(:
jia hui(:
JASLYN LEE(:
anybody who's interested i suppose :D

haha. that was sorta lame larhh. btw, anybody knows laura's new blog? im supposed to do someth from there...

2006-09-12T04:58:00.000-07:00

what God has promised

God has not promised
skies always blue,
flower-strewn pathways
all our lives through;
God has not promised
sun without rain,
joy without sorrow,
peace without pain

but God has promised
strength for the day,
rest for the labour,
light for the way,
grace for the trials,
help from above,
unfailing sympathy,
undying love

2006-09-04T22:33:00.001-07:00

Name: gail chong
Nicknames: scaley, scale, ahmah, gaily
Name spelled backwards: liag [LOL!]
Name without vowels: gl [hahahaha]
Name without consonants:>.-
Birthday: 15 jan
Ethnicity: chinese
Glasses or contacts: glasses
Hair color: black
Hair length: ermm...about shoulder?
Hair style: normally let down / tie ponytail wif a centre parting
Pets: dog [COOKIE <33 -golden retriver-]

*Favourite*
Animal: dogs
Band: click five, fort minor, the all-american rejects
Brand name for clothes: hmm...depends. sometimes op sometimes converse?
Brand name for shoes: nike / new balance
Candy: gobstoppers
Cereal: cant remember :)
Colour: black, pink, baby blue, yellow
Cookie: those by famous amos
Day: could be sunday [coz i most free]
Disney character: erm...eeyore
Drink: ice blended vanilla/chocolate<33
Fast food place: kfc
Food: junkk food!
Holiday: australia [maybe melbourne]
Ice cream flavor: cookie dough [ben & jerry]
Month: jan [no prizes for guessing :D]
Number: 7
Perfume: i don't use perfume
Pie flavor: depends. sometimes apple or chicken
Pizza topping: pepperoni/hawaiian
Restaurant: japanese/italian
Subject in school: maybe art although im realli bad at it
Type of music: pop
Type of sandwich:

*Of all your friends...*
The best advisor: erm...minying?
The best hair: dunn noe
The best handwriting: fy, laura?
The dirtiest mind: haha i guess alot of ppl would <33 to noe but im not telling
The funniest: depends
The loudest: laura sometimes or JIAHUI!
The prettiest: lots
The most trusting: i used to noe. now i dont
The nicest eyes: dunn noe
The shortest: SU ZANN!
The smartest: ehhs...
The tallest: madeline

*HAVE-YOU-EVERs*
Asked out a crush: nope
Been on stage: yeahh
Been scared to get a shot: yeahh. I STILL AM. haha
Cheated on a test: yeah :(
Cried during a movie: once [lol]
Felt like you didn't belong: yeahh...
Fought a black belt: nope and i dunn wann to
Gone to camp: yupp
Kept a New Year's resolution: i tried...
Kept a secret from everyone: nope
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator: yeahh [ITS SO FUN!]
Stolen anything: nope. i dunn wann to
Told a guy you liked him: nope
Won a trophy: yeahh. at least i think i did
Written a love poem: nope

*The Last...*
CD listened to: fort minor
Movie watched: i not stoopid 2
Person that's called you: my mom
Person who saw you cry: GOD
Person you went to the mall with: ron and lau?
Song listened to: petrified [fort minor]
Thing you ate: some potato thingy
Thing you drank: water

*Yes or no*
Growing up scares me more than it should: nope. should it scare me?
I adore getting mail: email, depends, letters, YES!
If at first you don't succeed, do you try again: realli depends

*Others*
If you could describe yourself in three words: likes to laugh
Is your computer in your room: nope
Is your room messy: now...not realli
What are some of your favorite junk foods: fires and ice cream
What color are your bedroom walls: yellow
What do you do when you're bored: sit around and stone or call ppl
What makes you happy: lots of things, but very easily
What makes you sad: stuff larhh, i'd much rather not say
What's your favorite thing to do on the weekends: go out sometimes
Worst feeling in the world: feeling misunderstood and as if no one understands you

lol. got this quiz from laura coz i was bored. anyways, the quiz below it is exactly the same although its half done by me and the rest its lau's posts coz i published wrongly. hahaha

2006-09-04T22:33:00.000-07:00

Name: gail chong
Nicknames: scaley, scale, ahmah, gaily
Name spelled backwards: liag [LOL!]
Name without vowels: gl [hahahaha]
Name without consonants:>.-
Birthday: 15 jan
Ethnicity: chinese
Glasses or contacts: glasses
Hair color: black
Hair length: ermm...about shoulder?
Hair style: normally let down / tie ponytail wif a centre parting
Pets: dog [COOKIE <33 -golden retriver-]

*Favourite*
Animal: dogs
Band: click five, fort minor, the all-american rejects
Brand name for clothes: hmm...depends. sometimes op sometimes converse?
Brand name for shoes: nike / new balance
Candy: gobstoppers
Cereal: cant remember :)
Colour: black, pink, baby blue, yellow
Cookie: those by famous amos
Day: could be sunday [coz i most free]
Disney character: erm...eeyore
Drink: ice blended vanilla/chocolate<33
Fast food place: kfc
Food: junkk food!
Holiday: australia [maybe melbourne]
Ice cream flavor: cookie dough [ben & jerry]
Month: jan [no prizes for guessing :D]
Number: 7
Perfume: i don't use perfume
Pie flavor: depends. sometimes apple or chicken
Pizza topping: pepperoni/hawaiian
Restaurant: japanese/italian
Subject in school: maybe art although im realli bad at it
Type of music: pop
Type of sandwich:

*Of all your friends...*
The best advisor: yvonne?
The best hair: dont know
The best handwriting: alot of ppl
The dirtiest mind: not saying
The funniest: zhi wei
The loudest: GAIL.
The prettiest: alot?
The most trusting: i dont trust alot of them
The nicest eyes: dont know
The shortest: ermm zann?
The smartest: weilin
The tallest: yi hui
*HAVE-YOU-EVERs*
Asked out a crush: i don't have a crush
Been on stage: yeah alot of times
Been scared to get a shot: yeah
Cheated on a test: yeah [hehe]
Cried during a movie: occasionally
Felt like you didn't belong: yeah.....
Fought a black belt: no...
Gone to camp: yup.
Kept a New Year's resolution: intended to but sadly, no.
Kept a secret from everyone: yeah im still keeping it
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator: Yes [many times]
Stolen anything: so far, no but i dont intend to
Told a guy you liked him: no
Won a trophy: yup
Written a love poem: no
*The Last...*
CD listened to: Can't remember
Movie watched: PIRATES of the carribean
Person that's called you: my mum
Person who saw you cry: GOD
Person you went to the mall with: erm...ron?
Song listened to: fighter [christina aguilera]
Thing you ate: cant remember
Thing you drank: barley water
*Yes or no*
Growing up scares me more than it should: errr no.
I adore getting mail: email, no. letters, yes
If at first you don't succeed, do you try again: yup
*Others*
If you could describe yourself in three words: spastic, weird, lame
Is your computer in your room: no.. but right outside!
Is your room messy: very(:
What are some of your favorite junk foods: i dont really like junk food!
What color are your bedroom walls: light blue
What do you do when you're bored: either eat some fruit, practice the piano or doodle
What makes you happy: depends
What makes you sad: when i dont try hard enough in competitions or when i get scolded
What's your favorite thing to do on the weekends: go out!!!
Worst feeling in the world: feeling misunderstood and as if no one understands you

2006-08-31T05:40:00.000-07:00

havent posted in what seems like ages already. dint have much time. neglecting my bloggie. haha

today was quite fun. my class dressed up as pirates >.<" but it wasnt too bad. i looked terribly funni though :D and there was no aces day coz it rained. WHAHAHAHA. then we were expected to change in the toilets. my friend was holding the door for me coz there wasnt a lock =.= " haha. i dint want to come out of the toilet coz i was sure i looked funni. ahwells....HAHAHAHA. after that the pts in events comm had to sort of make a pathway from the staffroom to the hall. was quite funn!

the teachers day concert thingy was over then we had sort of free time. so coz we were pirates we had water guns provided BY US! haha, that was lame. but, then we ran around shooting people who needed it. HAHA. ohh wells, i got lectured coz im supposed to be good as a pt. BUT ITS SO HARD! I REALLI CANT TAKE IT SOMETIMES. the expectations are crushing me. i noe its very stoopid, but i cant. I JUST CANNOT. there's tons of pressure. maybe, just maybe...

i dunn even believe in myself sometimes, would u even believe in me? people say that im hypocritical. am i supposed to care what other people think of me? even my SO-CALLED BEST FRIEND. i dunn noe, i realli dunn noe... my Father, i need your help

2006-08-11T04:57:00.000-07:00

i am way sick. grahh.

hahas. i dunn feel much lyk posting. been neglecting my blog. its rather dead larhh. haha... ahwells. dint go to sku today. haha its rather obvious yeahh?

pfft. my music exam's coming in lyk..erhhs. soon larhh. haha. i think its on the 21st. the wworst is that its at where i have guitar lessons. sigh.. i cant even play my scales properly. maybe i dunn wann to practice. haha then its my fault larhh. haha. my teacher spent the whole lesson yelling at me. lyk i dunn care already larhh. cant i compromise? wahhlao. its lyk got practice options, but there ISNT a fail my scales option. wahh, i dunn even think i can larhh. but its gonna be way disappointing larhh. perhaps i should just try. is that an option? practice, practice and EVEN more practice? i dunn noe, realli dunn noe now larhh. i cant think. ARRGHH. shit me. i suck...

2006-08-03T05:24:00.000-07:00

me and grace, a.k.a pooie the chiobu!

michelle, laura, me and joanne for me... i look retarded(: jo looks pretty!>

me and joanne

handbells <33 href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/2698/2313/1600/handbells.1.jpg">

the musical's finally over. i dunn noe why but im kinda missing it. ohwells, lets just say that it was realli REALLI fun while it lasted...

2006-07-25T01:37:00.000-07:00

haha. doing another quiz from fy coz im bored haha.

stole this from : fy

instructions: bold the ones which are applicable. count the 'bolds' and then multiply by 4. and post it as I AM ___ % bad in school.

you have gotten F9 grades for math many times
you always do last minute homework in class
you use your handphone to text your friends in class
your phone got confiscated before
you listen to ur mp3, cd player inclass
you sleep in class [sometimes, normally during history]
you curse teachers [sometimes too. when they piss me off. haha]
you are always late for extra classes
you doodle on tables [i did before(: ]
you make out in class
you are rebellious with some teachers
you always hand up work late
you make fun of the nerds and geeks
you have broken school rules [a time too many, but now i cant anymore...]
you always dont have the correct books
you dont take notes
recess is your favourite part of school [obviously =.="]
you hang out after school
you lie to your teachers about homework [i did before :( ]
you tell your parents that you dont have homework, when you actually do
u have made someone cry in school [maybe]
you copied homework before [most of the time HAHAX]
you threw away homework before and lied that you didnt receive it first of all
you laugh at the way some teachers walk [HAHAHA]
you have been late couple of times [sometimes when i miss my bus]

hahah. i got 13 bolds. hahas.
13 x 4 = 52
im 52% bad in school. haha.

2006-07-25T01:13:00.000-07:00

heyyas. havent posted in a long time. haha. i think i always say that lol. megan stabbed me to do this quiz. so yeah.these are supposedly 30 questions that no one would EVER think to ask.Answer them, with what comes to mind first, then REPOST.

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
-erhhs i want to go back to sleep.
2. When is the next time you will have sex?
-NEVER.
3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR"?
-floor
4. Favorite planet?
-earth i guess
5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your mobile?
-mingyang
6. What is your favorite ring on your phone?
-no fave ringtone. i dunn lyk all of them. haha
7. What kinda shirt you have on?
-a t-shirt
8.What do you "label" yourself?
-i dont label myself. people label me.
9. What kind of shoes are you wearing now?
-not wearing any
10. Bright or Dark Room?
-bright
11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
-shes fun to talk to
12. If you're alone in a room with two beds, which one do you sleep on?
-i sleep on the one that looks cleaner. haha
13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
-sleeping. haha.
14. What did your last text message say that you received on your mobile?
-im not. i told u already. FROM KATRIONA
15. Where is your letter box?
-outside of my house
16. What's a word that you say a lot?
-ohh shit. whatever.
17.Who told you he/she loved you last?
-my mum
18. Last furry thing you touched?
-my doggie
19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
-none. i dunn do drugs.
20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
-none at the moment...
21. Favorite age you have been so far?
-13. its been the most fun so far. haha
22.Your worst enemy?
-someone that i used to like, that betrayed me. but i dunn usually make enemies
23. What is your current desktop picture
-my dog
24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
-no! why did she do that?
25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly?
-MILLION BUCKS. haha. i dunn lyk flying. haha
26. Do you like someone?
-hmm no.haha.
27. The last song you listened to?
-believe me by fort minor
28. If the last person you spoke to was getting shot at, would you jump in front of the bullet?
-ermm. no. coz that was a wrong number.
29. If you could punch one person in the face who would it be?
-the SOMEONE again. hahha
30. What is the closest object to your left foot?
-my other foot. haha
people i will stab.
1. sarah cheong
2. sara tang
3. fy
4. laura
5. jia hui

2006-07-14T19:40:00.000-07:00

its finally saturday!!!

hahax. im so happi. lol. coz i dunn have musical practice till wed. sigh, its eating up all my time. but i seem to lyk it larhh. haha im contradicting myself. ohwells...

we finally got the remaining part of our costume. BUT it wasnt a sash. it was just bits of ribbon that were shiny larhh and that complimented our collar thingy... LOL. they put double sided tape on one side of the ribbon. thats how it could be stuck on our costume... hahas...

anyways. yesterday in sku realli sucked. i wasnt realli happi larhh. got quite pissed off by someone. arrgh. i dunn even think she knew. sighhs... i wasnt realli happi yeahhs then ron asked me what happened. coz i dint wann to lyk "play" wif her. she went lyk wahh so scary. yesterday u were so happy then today not happy. hahas so scary. lol... had a chinese test yesterday. haha i forgot to study the day before coz i had musical prac that lasted until abt 10? sigh. then i always do things at the last min larhh. haha. at least lao shi gave us 5 mins to study before the test so i tried to. i dint noe quite alot of words in the test-the fill in the han yu pin yin part lol. =.="... the cloze passage was rather hard. and it was also quite sad. it was about this guy who dint have ears but could hear well. so his mom sacrificed her ears for him and he dint noe till she died and the guy's father showed him when his mother was lying in the coffin...so sad...

...about 1 week more till the musical...

2006-07-11T01:55:00.000-07:00

GRR. ITALY WON. WAS HOPING FRANCE WOULD WIN THE WORLD CUP THIS TIME ROUND YEAHHS.

ahwells. at least germany got 3rd place.

i think the match between france and italy kinda sucked lol. france could have won i suppose except the realli proded guy (i forgot his name yeahhs) went crazy at the last part and headbutted the italy person (also forgot his name XD) then obviously the france guy would get a red card. AND GUESS WADD HE DID. lol. and he got sent off so france lost lorzhh. WAHH I LOST A BET =.=" ...

i was so tired. actualli still am. musical from eve to mary yeahhs is in lyk 1 and a 1/2 weeks more. sighs. its eating up all my time. i onli hope that it'll be great. i think the energy for the whole thing is rather low... ohh...but perhaps it'll be just great. HAHA. anyways we had photo shoot for the mag or whatever for the musical today. haha. we had to stay back until 2.45 to wait for our turn or someth lyk that lol. then it was onli 5 mins. lol.

arghh. sometimes i just feel lyk giving up on everything. sighs. tired. so tired.

2006-07-08T05:21:00.000-07:00

GO FRANCE!!!

2006-07-02T07:28:00.000-07:00

haha. i <33 the pics, especially the cat one. the retarded one lol. haha they're so cute yeahh.

anyways. this week i have alot alot of tests. WAHH. math and geog. also somemore i think. haha. i hate maths. WAH...

2006-07-02T07:06:00.000-07:00

love you forever<33

wait for surprises

keep on smiling

its okay to be retarded

2006-06-26T01:22:00.000-07:00

arrgh its screwed!!!!! ARRGH

2006-06-26T01:07:00.000-07:00

its the first day of school. arrgh. i think today sucked. realli. dunn ask me y again larhh. oh wells. i had traffic duty today wif my mentor jia min :) hahas at the zebra crossing holding the stop sign. the one that says STOP lol hahas. it was quite fun!!!

its some chinese week this week. so we had chinese chapel today instead of english chapel larhh. XD. i think there are alot of things in chinese happening this week though lol. lyk... erhhs... i dunn noe lol. HAHA. thats lame

we have something that is called CL. that doesnt stand for chinese; its cooperative learning or someth lyk that. can u believe it? i cant lol. we have to get into groups of 4...madeline, sheryl and kenna are in my group. sheryl's my shoulder partner and kenna's my opposite partner or someth lyk that lol. haha. i dunn work wif madeline at all i think coz thats wadd ms chen said.

i have musical practice later at 5.30 till 10.

arrgh. i also have to read the book man-in-the-moon marigolds or something lyk that lol. ms chen said that it onli will take 10mins sitting in the toilet and reading. get inspiration there?!?

2006-06-12T20:29:00.000-07:00

heyyas.
as usual its been a lyk s long since i last posted coz i couldnt be bothered. haha... anyways school's starting lyk realli soon. i mean where did MY holidayys go to?!? lol. WAHH....

im realli scered that my gruop fails pw... its lyk... coz all of us are in the musical, and we havent got time for any meetings yet... sigh... maybe its lyk all my fault. and pw somemore...if we fail we CANT go to sec 2. ?!?! huh.... i realli dunn noe larhh...

my life is seriously screwed. and dunn, pleawse dunn, ask me y. WAHH

2006-06-06T21:00:00.000-07:00

ron, me and lau

2006-06-05T21:04:00.000-07:00

todayy handbells dunn start until 6 so i have quite alot of free time. lol. so far, i think handbells have been alot of fun, what wif bugging and irritating davina... slacking in between practices... lol... anyways, its ALOT ALOT of fun. today is also the last musical practice in the holidays and stuffs.

WAHH. i havent started on my holiday homework. actualli i have larhh. but just about eleven pages of history homework?!? and a little bitty of math worksheets. but homework sucks... and i cant be bothered to go and do. HAHAHAS

rawrr...not fair... my sis and cuz get to watch over the hedge today at four. i got handbells. boohoo. LOL.

2006-06-01T21:31:00.000-07:00

A-Damn good in bed
B-You are always fun when it comes to meeting new people.
C- Your wild and crazy
D- Damn good in bed.
E-You're Super cool.
F-People totally adore you
G-Love is something you deeply believe in
H-You have very good personality and looks.
I-You have a nice ass
J-Everyone loves you.
K- You like to try new things
L- You're so damn cute
M-success comes easily to you.
N-You have a BIG warm Heart
O-You love foreplay
P-You are popular with all types of people
Q-You are a hypocrite.
R-Your talkative.
S-People think you are so sexy
T-You are the best in bed.
U-You are really chill
V-You are not judgemental
W-You are very broad minded
X- You never let ppl tell u wat to do
Y-One of the hardest gangsters alive
Z- your lovable

G-Love is something you deeply believe in
A-Damn good in bed
I-You have a nice ass
L- You're so damn cute

C- Your wild and crazy
H-You have very good personality and looks.
O-You love foreplay
N-You have a BIG warm Heart
G-Love is something you deeply believe in

S-People think you are so sexy
Z- your lovable
E-You're Super cool.

H-You have very good personality and looks.
U-You are really chill
I-You have a nice ass

pick the number of the month that you were born in
1----i shot a
2----i gave a lap dance to
3----i smacked
4----i sang to
5----i fell in love with
6----i murdered
7----i gave my number to
8----i humped
9----i choked on
10---i bitched out
11---i had sex with
12---i ate a

pick the day (number) you were born on:
1-------a homeless guy
2-------your mom
3-------a banana
4-------a fork
5-------a mexican
6-------a gangster
7-------a condom
8-------an ipod
9-------a stuffed animal
10-------a goat
11-------my dog
12-------my dad
13-------the computer
14-------my science teacher
15-------my neighbor
16-------myself
17-------a jones soda
18-------a lama
19-------a paperclip
20-------my best friends boyfriend
21-------a permenant marker
22-------a policeman
23-------a ninja
24-------a baseball bat
25-------my pshyciatrist
26-------my brother
27-------my sister
28-------
29-------a dvd player
30-------a pickle
31-------my cell phone

pick the color of shirt you are wearing:
white-----because i was high
black-----because i was drunk
pink--------because im a homosexual
red---------because the voices told me to
blue--------because i cant control myself
green------Because i hate myself
purple-----because Im naked
gray-------because thats how i roll
yellow-----because someone offered me1,000,000 dollars
orange----because i hate my family
other------Because that's how i roll.
none------because im sexy and i do what i want

1501(93)
white shirt

i shot my neighbour because i was high

hahas. megan sent me this thing to do

2006-06-01T20:54:00.000-07:00

oh there's something wrong wif the date, day and time on my blog. anyways, its actualli 2nd june when the date says 1st june, and its 11.51 when the time states 8.41? so yeahh. anyways i dunn post THAT early larhh. hahas

2006-06-01T20:41:00.000-07:00

heyyas.
today i woke up at 7.30 coz i couldnt sleep. wah so early larhh...lol...i never wake up that early in the hols! hahas. so fun. its onli the wadd? 5th day of the hols? and here am i, bored to death. nothing to do larhh....XD. lol.

i had a piano lesson yesterday at 3. then i was lyk so freaked coz i dint practice my scales or someth lyk that larhh...coz if i dunn practice, my teacher will lyk "find out?" then i so called 'mati' larhh. lol, hahas...then i was lyk...scared? haha. fortunately for me i was lyk wasting alot of time not playing my pieces properly then my teacher needed to do some aural thingy wif me larhh. lol. so i dint have to play my scales!!!! yay! lol.

today i have musical practice again from 5.30 to 10pm. longgg...but i think that the musical is not too bad larhh :). quite nice! hahas

2006-05-31T20:12:00.000-07:00

heyy!
wahh. today im finally free!!!! for the whole morning but not afternoon. anyways, afternoon onli got piano for an hour larhh. so also considered quite free larhh! hahas. today is considered "rest" for the musical thingy. lol. coz the sec 3s have mep camp today, so the school is giving us a rest? lolx. but hahas, at least next week not so busy larhh coz musical practices have stopped. but im not saying that i dunn lyk the musical practices and handbells or stuffs. so yeahhs (:

yesterday my cousins lyk about 5 and 6, and a pri 4, terrorrised me lyk the whole day....except when i went for musical practice. lol. then i was using my computer, and they were lyk i wanna use too! i wanna use too! except for the part where they dint noe how to use it. they just found it fascinating?!? hahas... so i was lyk ok sure! do u noe how to? then they were lyk ermm...no? hahas then i was lyk laughing and laughing :) . then i taught them how to use larhh. hahas. they wanted to play games, so i went to this website : www.ferryhalim.com and let them larh. then u noe that u can die in games then its game over and stuffs and your score is lost and stuff? so yeahh, the cousin that was 6 died in a game larhh. lol. then he was lyk oh shit! i died! then he was going f*** larhh! wahh lao! then i was lyk wah u onli 6 lehh. lol. scare me larhh... its lyk if a 6-yr-old noes how to use these kinds of words...im not saying that i dunn use vulgarities larhh. i do too! but not so...erhh...serious? MUAHAHA. but the thing is, my cousin's onli SIX! hahas...when i was 6 i think i still was QUITE innocent. haha.

yesterday musical practice also not too bad. we got to practice wif the angel "gabriel" who's a girl. HAHAHAHA. there were alot of changes to the score and pris dint come coz she was sickk. aww...

2006-05-29T19:09:00.000-07:00

S E 7 E N people and things that make me Smile:
1)God...duhh (:
2)family
3)sas cheong, megan, ron, fy, lau, sas tang, iman, trish, jas, kat...
4)BASICALLY ALL MY FRIENDS!!! hahas
5)stuffs that make me laugh
6)YOU!!!! XD
7)swimming

S E 7 E N things i NEED :)
1)God, always
2)family too
3)FRIENDS!
4)the computerr
5)music
6)love
7)YOU

(:S E 7 E N People I Believe/Trust In:
1)God
2)family( :
3)sas cheong, megan, ron, fy, lau, sas tang, iman, trish, jas, kat...
4)most of my friends
5)you (:
6)grace aka pooiee, abby

7)manda!

S E 7 E N Things I Hope To Have/Do Now:
1)sleep?
2)eat chocolate and junkk food
3)to see you!
4)clothes
5)to see all my friends (: <33 all of u!
6)the holidays although it is the hols now... hahas
7)have more time on the computer...lol

S E 7 E N Things I Do Everyday:
1)pray
2)use the comp...haha
3)work...WAHH...but its not a choice...lol
4)listen to music
5)eat
6)talk.
7)think about people.

S E 7 E N People I Want to See Now :
1)God (: , but i dont want to die just yet
2)sas cheong
3)megan, ron, fy, lau, sas tang, iman, trish, jas, kat...lol
4)my cuz...to tell him someth coz i cant be bothered to call. LOL hahas
5)you
6)someone! haha
7)ermm...

S E 7 E N People who should also do this:
1) all my friends!
2) sas cheong but she alreadi did
3) megan
4) ron
5) lau
6) sas tang
7) fy

sent to me by sarahh cheong!

2006-05-29T02:29:00.000-07:00

i've been tagged by...

the instructions...
1. The tagged victims have to come up with eight different points of his/her perfect lover.
2. Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover. (duh.)
3. Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.
4. If you are tagged the second time, there's no need to do this AGAIN.
5. Lastly, most importantly, HAVE. FUN. DOING. IT .

Gender: Male. (: obviouslyy? hahas

Eight points:
1. can make me laugh
2. look good (to me or to others also can...lol) XD
3. funny
4. nice to me and other ppl
5. no pettiness
6. be taller than me =.="...by perhaps 1 or 2 cm? anything
7. an understanding person
8. must love me. haha

my 8 victims...
ron, lau, stephy, megan, sarah, sara, jar hui, grace/ pooiee!

2006-05-28T20:38:00.000-07:00

finally im posting! its the first day of the holidays. so happi. but my hols this june is SOOO stuffed wif stuff... sighs... the first two weeks i have musical practice almost every day. the third week i have camps and stuffs. hahas lol. then THE fourth week i have to do homeworkk! cant believe it lehhs. wahh. but i think the musical's gonna be realli good. so yeahhs...

im rather bored now. hahas. no one's at home except me and my maid? haha. grandma included too? there's nothing to do... wahhs. hahas... (:

2006-05-22T01:18:00.000-07:00

sigh, my blog's screwed. i dunn noe wadd's the problem wif it...but i think its the skin. haha... sigh....i cant be bothered to change the skin AGAIN, so bear wif it kayys? haha

2006-05-22T01:13:00.000-07:00

The Courtroom
If tonight you stood in Heaven’s court to seek eternal favourWould you face Jesus Christ as Judge, or would you face Him as your Saviour?There are many who don’t quite know for sure what that verdict would be, if everSo let’s imagine for a moment that you’re standing dead centre in the Courtroom of Forever…

Sitting before you is a structure, massive and intenseIt’s here your fate will be determined, before this judge’s benchThen a voice booms “This court’s now in session” and your adrenaline starts to rushPeering down with eyes that see through your soul, is God the Father, your Judge.

Then off to your left across the room, is the virtual silhouette of sinStepping out of the shadows of condemnation, your worst nightmare walks inOn his face is the smirk of evil incarnate, his mind fixed on your destruction in hellYou’ve just been introduced to your prosecuting attorney, none other than Satan himself.

The Bible says he’s the accuser of the brethren, so guess what he’s gonna doHe’s gonna accuse you of your sins and he knows them all, both the old ones and the newHe’s prepared his case for years, now, the golden moment is hisSo in arrogance he presents his case to the judge, and it comes out sounding something like this:

“God you see this worthless piece of trash over here, this one’s a sinner to the coreThis one’s committed adultery, cursed his neighbours, stolen money, been into drugs, alcohol and even moreThis hopeless wretch has even slandered friends, and by that guilty face this whole courtroom can tellThat to a moral certainty beyond any reasonable doubt, this one deserves eternal judgement in Hell.”

The words of accusation still echo, your every sin thrown up in your faceAnd God opens the book where every deed is recorded and reveals your records of disgraceGod says “The book says you did this, this and this and everything you are accused of todayNow before I sentence you to Hell forever, are there any last words you have to say?”

Now if it’s true you’re standing there, in the courtroom of eternityWith God to your front and Satan the prosecutor to your leftThere’s one remaining eternal truth, one that’s crucial to remember...One you should never, ever, ever forget

And on the other side of the courtroom I said, on the other side of the courtroom You ain’t here with me tonight, I said on the other side of the courtroom!

Is the one and only Son of God, revealed in time and space.And he’s your defence attorney who has never lost a case.It’s not Buddha, Mohammed or Krishna, or any others who succumb to death.Ladies and gentlemen, on the other side of the courtroom, is Jesus Christ of Nazareth!

Then Jesus jumps up, says, “Wait a minute Judge, now I’ve got something to say.May I remind you that on the Cross two thousand years ago, I washed his sins away.I was crucified, I died, they put me in a tomb, but long about the midnight hour,The power of God hit me and I walked out of that grave, alive and well with resurrection power!”

Then the Devil says, “It’s in the book, it’s written in the book, check the book!” God said, “Okay.”Then He takes the book out, lays it open, and He says, “Now we’ll see what this book has to say.”He turns to the first page, the second page, the third, by the fourth the Devil seemed shocked.God closes it, says, “The blood of Jesus must’ve worked, ‘cause there’s absolutely nothing in this book.”

The Devil says, “Now wait a minute, check that book again! All his sins are written down, they’re all right there!”God says, “Devil, maybe you’re mistaken altogether. Maybe it’s this other book down here.”The Devil cries, “No not that book not that one!” God says, “Devil why’re you so uptight?”God sets the book down, the dust flies, and on the cover it says: THE LAMB’S BOOK OF LIFE.

Is your name in that book? Is your name in that book? Is your name in that book for sure? If you’ve been forgiven, and your name is written, then lift your hands, praise the Lord...

Yes, my name’s in that book! My name’s in that book! My name’s in that book tonightI’ve been forgiven, and I know my name is written In the Lamb’s Book of Life(In that book my name is written, my name is written) in the Lamb’s Book of Life.

This court is adjourned.

2006-05-05T20:53:00.000-07:00

we had handbell practice today from 2.45 to 5.30 pm. it was the first time i played the musical piece. WHOOHOO! haha. but it was so hard. looked so confusing too. i got lost the first time we practiced (the first time we played it today. hehe.) i was bugging prisicilla lyk xiao going wadd bar now? wadd bar now? hahah. im so evil. but thx pris! i felt so so bad. i dint play all...i mean some... of my notes...got rather lost while i was at it. i quite lyk the song though although it sounds rather funni. SORRI! its called announciation, and it is to be played when the angel gabriel is talking or something lyk that. <33 it! but i think i wont be getting into the performing group...unless im alreadi in it, but that's dumb. anyways i dunn think so though.

the lord's crucification scene for the musical is realli sad. thats wadd ronnie says. i wann to see it. haha.

we had ting xie today too. i dint realli study larhh, but today at least lao shi wasnt hovering over me and staring at my ting xie book. hopefully i did ok...lyk not failing larhh.

i hope we dunn get back our mid-year results, and to my friends who still have mid-years, GOOD LUCK FOR THEM!!!!

2006-05-02T05:57:00.000-07:00

YAY! EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER. LOL.EVEN THOUGH IT ONLI WAS FOR ONE DAY. HAHA. but it was quite hard. lol. we had life science and physics today. they were quite hard. but i think physics was harder than life science. i hope i seriously wasn't careless. if i was... shoot. i just might fail.

we have swim pe next term. is it at acsi or acjc? im gonna drown. haha. actualli i can swim. hehe.
i hope its not at acsi. not that i dun lyk acsi or someth. its just that my cuz will come and LAUGH. sheesh. COUSINS. haha

we get back our results on thurs. isit? i think so. WAHH!

2006-04-27T06:13:00.000-07:00

wasnt that bad today larhh. we had chapel practice for 2 periods. i think i sprained my wrist playing guitar. how dumb is that?????????? heh. but i think we screwed it quite a bit larhh...nono, actualli not bad. haha. im pretty fickle minded. lol. but chapel serbice for our class is on the 8th of may. AHHHHHHHH! so scary. haha. my poor wrist. muahahahah. i sound so self-pitiful.

anyways. tmr lao shi said that we're going to get back our chi test paper...the recent one. AHH! but tmr no chi. haha. so lao shi...TOO BAD! heh. im so mean. but i realli dunn wann it back. i think i did realli badly. AGAIN.

discovered i got through the prefect interview. MEGAN DID TOO! thank God. but..a lot a lot of responsibility lehh. i seriously dunn think im fit to be one. hehe. now its just elections lorzh... student population votes.

2006-04-25T06:03:00.000-07:00

we took the 2.4 run today. or rather, those that dint take it before had to take it today.lucky i dint hav to rerun. haha. jaslyn had to run;then she asked me to be her " recorder''. she had to run 8 rounds and she told me to tell her when she ran the 6th round, the 7th round and the 8th round, i was lyk going crazy yelling at her telling her to go faster.heh. but she did VERY well. but laura still beat her.haha.she got 12.16 secs larhh...so good!

then we had math...we got back our test papers...on something about algebra arhh. mrs chen said that the lowest in class was 8/25. she dint call me until 1 or 2 papers from the end larhh.i got realli scared.coz mrs chen normally arranges the papers in ''order'' la...she called me then started scolding me in front of the whole class...sigh.i cried larhh...obviously. but not in front of everybody la...lyk at recess wif diane and ron.THX! <33 u guys. when she gave back the papers she started going through the questions;she was lyk...u noe, u guys did realli badly on this one, blahs so careless la, so this...so that...sighs again.hehe.but i think she's a realli dedicated teacher though...

2006-04-21T05:10:00.000-07:00

today was kinda great in a way. coz its friday! haha.we had a free period in values ed from ms chen! yay. we were all playing murderer! haha.

2006-04-20T06:20:00.000-07:00

today i went to talk to old people. i thought that i would be quite freaked out but it actually, ACTUALLY, was not too bad larhh. haha!!! we went to our allocated house in groups of 4 that the teacher arranged. i was with hannah, kenna and jaslyn. when we entered the house, we dint noe wadd to do at first but then the old lady just started chatting to us. we even found out that the old lady was a CHRISTIAN!!! yay! =)

im rather bored in school la...that day in history everybody was falling asleep. deborah fell asleep right in front of mrs ong. haha...and i kinda fell off my table.HAHA!!!fortunately i dint squsah my guitar...although lao shi kept on stepping on it...

2006-04-18T06:30:00.000-07:00

we had 2.4km run today...a lot of ppl in my class has to rerun lehh...i hope i dun have to...although i got a number tag and my timing...but still...i think my timing sucked. i ran super slowly la...then i RAN AN EXTRA ROUND!!!!cant believe i did that la...am i that stupid? sighhh...

the 5 item test is tmr!i hope i can do the incline pull ups and sit and reach. i realli hope i can larhh....I HAVE TOTALLY NO SELF CONFIDENCE.haha lol...tmr is also the prefect interview.i dun wann to go, but megan says that i cant drop out la...i guess i will just leave it to God la...its in His hands...

on thurs we are going to visit old people and talk to them from 1 to 6!i shall go talk to my grandma...haha

2006-04-17T04:48:00.000-07:00

Heyy! today was not so bad larhh. got ting xie today and it counts for our exam results.lol...then i studied larhh. i REALLI did.but lao shi was standing right in front of me staring at me and my book.it freaked me out totally larhh...so i FORGOT all my words.sheesh..i nearly failed...i noe that ting xie is not supposed to be such a big thing but in my school it is lehh...diao haha

TOMORROW I GOT 2.4 KM RUN! how to make it lehh...i dun think i can run.lost all my stamina...=(....SOBS*....5 item test is on wed [i think]. kinda scared of incline pull ups.

2006-04-16T06:08:00.000-07:00

its easter today! HAPPY EASTER!

2006-04-14T23:28:00.000-07:00

1 day to easter!

2006-04-12T04:17:00.000-07:00

heyy! school was ok today larx.all the teachers were nice. lol. i REALLI WANN MY OLD SEAT BACK! sighs... its too cold in the front. HAHA! remember that easter was a time when jesus came back to life on the third day-easter-. YAY! 3 days to easter

2006-04-11T06:06:00.000-07:00

4 more days to easter!

2006-04-10T04:50:00.000-07:00

heyy! i know i havent been blogging for a QUITE long time alreadi...haha...ms chen changed my place!!!! to the front next to min ying! wahh...i havent sat RIGHT in front before lehh...SOBS* haha but it feels funny,its so cold right in front! and stephy is riiiiiggggggggghhhhhhhtt at one and of the class and i am riiiiiigggggggghhhhhhhhtt at the other end so the only way we can talk is by leaning EXTREMELY front or back. she changed the entire class's seats la...anyways. at least i am RATHER near to ronnie and jar...haha. countdown to easter : 5 more days! yay! HAPPY EASTER!

2006-04-02T06:22:00.000-07:00

do you ever feel like breaking down
do you ever feel outta place
like somehow you just dun belong
and no one understands you

do you ever lock yourself in your room
with the radio on
like somehow you just dun belong
and no one understands you

but you dun noe what its like
to be like me

to be kicked
when you're down
to be left out in the dark
to feel hurt
to feel like no one else's around

but you dun noe what its like
to be like me

to be kicked
when you're down
to be left out in the dark
to feel hurt
to feel like no one else's around

but you dun noe what its like
welcome to my life

True friends

2006-03-31T18:46:00.000-08:00

hey!
wadd would u call a true friend? those who call u names behind yr back? those who bitch about you or pretend to lyk u, suck up to u then turn all the way around and they actually dont lyk u, they're just pretending?
i've got" friends" lyk that. they did all those kinds of things to me. dont u think that u will never be able to trust them ever again after what they've done to you? my ''friend'', ditched me just coz of a small thing. the next day, when she needed my help, she came straight back, apologised then started to treat me lyk really well again. but after i helped her, then too bad... got ditched again. sighs... sometimes they dun noe how much they hurt me inside

sighs*

2006-03-08T20:53:00.000-08:00

I can't wait for the hols... my teachers are loading us with tons of homework...sigh*** dun they now how it feels to not be able to finish all the homework they set for us???its lyk doin work and more work and EVEN more work...sigh*** again..lolx. i just got my progress report yesterday and i did quite badly...perhaps it was my fault for not studying realli hard for the exams and tests but i noe this is a realli bad excuse...coz perhaps i dint hav enough time so now im realli depressed...still got to do the "my story" thingy...blah... sometimes i just dun understand my life

2006-03-08T16:50:00.000-08:00

Hello!!! its lyk the first time im posting on this bloggie...lolx..haha.anyways, for skool we had to do this thingy called "my story" and then it counts for 30% of our english results.so i tried to do and then it sucked.haha.but then our teachers are so evil... make us do this kind of things...lol...tag my blog!!!!

2006-02-19T19:01:00.000-08:00

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