R A I N B O W. P I L L S

Friday, May 18, 2007

i never knew someone could hurt this badly.

it really sucks to hurt so so bad.

and i know you're just pretending for the sake of pretending.

sometimes i pretend too. you'll never know this.

but its all a masquerade, an empty facade;

like its hidden under so many layers of faked expressions.

i just wanna sit down somewhere and cry my heart out.

but i cant.

how long more will i have to pretend for?

at this point of time, besides God, you're the only person that can save me.

you're the only person with the power to save me.

to stop me hurting so so bad.

but.

but.

BUT.

will you do it?

i think not.

and thats the truth and i have to accept it.

let me go, just let me go

**sob**

please. stop haunting me.

please...

**more sobs**

heartsick.

@ 7:08 AM