R A I N B O W. P I L L S

Thursday, August 31, 2006

havent posted in what seems like ages already. dint have much time. neglecting my bloggie. haha

today was quite fun. my class dressed up as pirates >.<" but it wasnt too bad. i looked terribly funni though :D and there was no aces day coz it rained. WHAHAHAHA. then we were expected to change in the toilets. my friend was holding the door for me coz there wasnt a lock =.= " haha. i dint want to come out of the toilet coz i was sure i looked funni. ahwells....HAHAHAHA. after that the pts in events comm had to sort of make a pathway from the staffroom to the hall. was quite funn!

the teachers day concert thingy was over then we had sort of free time. so coz we were pirates we had water guns provided BY US! haha, that was lame. but, then we ran around shooting people who needed it. HAHA. ohh wells, i got lectured coz im supposed to be good as a pt. BUT ITS SO HARD! I REALLI CANT TAKE IT SOMETIMES. the expectations are crushing me. i noe its very stoopid, but i cant. I JUST CANNOT. there's tons of pressure. maybe, just maybe...

i dunn even believe in myself sometimes, would u even believe in me? people say that im hypocritical. am i supposed to care what other people think of me? even my SO-CALLED BEST FRIEND. i dunn noe, i realli dunn noe... my Father, i need your help

@ 5:40 AM